My motivation blocknote

Historically, I had a very low self esteem. I was struggling with myself years and years to improve that and to boost myself esteem.

My spirit was, in general, down and my willingness was weak to achieve something in my life.

I was always moving in life with a heavy steps and low moral.

I have my very own drivers but self esteem was not by any mean one of the top drivers.

One of the days, I decided to write some sentences and words to remind me with the self esteem.

Some reminding words to tell me that I am worthy the effort and I am a valuable person who deserves a better life and who deserves to love himself.

From day to another I was writing in this block note and reading what I read whenever I need.

The think block note was filled and I grabbed another bigger block note to fill it.

I changed my way in this self appreciation and motivation boosting block note.

Previously, I was conservative and realistic , as reality means to the very humble person Adel, that be so realistic in your dreams.

My Motivation self dialogue has overcome totally this boundary reality. It is skyrocketing , at least in my words, they what,s called realistic barriers to explore really my real potential.

Everyday I have this block note between my work place and my home.

I need it really to be close to me along the day.

Whenever I need a dose of moral and motivation booster, I grab my block note and read and highlight some sentences and words in it or write some motivation thoughts.

From the external perspective, the block note includes lot of exaggerated and unrealistic thoughts but from my very own perspective it is very realistic.

So does that work? Did it manage to increase my self awareness and self esteem?

I can gladly honestly say yes it did. It did indeed increased my self esteem and my energy to get things done.

I wish if I have  my own words written long time ago to yell in my face and to remind me and knock my head , man steer your own life and achieve something in it.