Writing my scientific notes

Writing my notes on the scientific information and my conclusions from my thinking about them has created passion to understand to solve the scientific puzzles and to understand more the nature.

I'm collecting bit by bit and piece by piece now the facts and the new discovered facts about the world to understand it.

Always in thinking mode and continuous mission to understand the world.

Either thinking about Science or Receiving science

This will be my life in each single second, either thinking about scientific information I received before and exploring things out of it and exploring deeper and deeper into its worlds or receiving new scientific information.

So if I'm driving the car, or in the elevator, or walking, I'm thinking about scientific information to comprehend it and digest it and explore new information out of it.

In-depth handling of each single task of my life

I'm growing this habit very deeply in my personality. To scrutinize and examine deeply each single task in my life and taking it highly seriously.

So whatever I'm doing I need to understand it very well and to comprehend whatever I'm doing and getting into the tiny details of it.

This is totally offsetting me from my previous way for dealing and handling things in my life. I was saving my thinking power claiming that it doesn't deserve my serious thinking and it was becoming habit that whatever I'm doing and I don't have full energy and full seriousness about that and this was reflected on my attitude that I'm careless or this is the maximum I can deliver.

I was always in the energy saving mode. now I need to explore my power and utilize fully my power in whatever I'm doing and getting fully into whatever I'm doing and never ever be lazy in what are you doing.

Passion for science

I've deep passion for science and technology. How can I grow it and ignite it. Don't let it fade away by time or distracted by others. Put the all determination and effort to protect and grow it and enforce the course of your life to mature and grow it and protect it. It is a gift and talent which can produce immense and huge achievements in your life if you managed to keep it evolving by the time.

Definitely I'm not in the right place to do that and I need to join more appreciating environment for this spirit and more fertile soil for my gifted passion.

deeply thinkful person

That's what I decided to be. Deeply thinkful. yes it a matter of decision and determination to change and mold my self to shift myself away from this shallow perception of the world and the life matters to have deeper thinking about matters and things in my life. Since I started that 2 years ago and my life is changing. I become much smarter and I'm taking each single issue in my life very seriously and giving it much serious thoughts and I'm not taking it just lightly or superficially.

I'm exploring as well what's behind things and I'm not stopping at the shallow external shell. This is enriching my thoughts and my experience in the world and I'm getting new lessons and educating myself through the journey of life.